The Beginning
They say when creativity strikes, everything else that goes around a human mind just stops, perhaps for the shear mystical feeling one feels, of what would be the result of the creative outburst. After many years I am also feeling that same rush of creativity or maybe an expression longing to be expressed.
Started writing in the old traditional way, using an old diary and the nearest pen I could get hold of. After jotting down the first few lines realized, the thoughts are running much faster than the speed of my fingers, trying to catch up with every single moment of expression exploding in form of words. Realizing the fact changed the mode of jotting down the thoughts from a pen and paper to my laptop. Maybe the joy of being able to write again made me move away from watching every stroke of the letters on the paper and the words takes it own formation on my laptop.
Life off late has been more reclusive than it was a few months back. Going back and forth in time sailing through a thousand memories, does not seem to be a difficult task anymore. Somewhere things have just started to move around like planets saliently moving and merely doing what they have existing to do, make the universe existent of its very nature.
Was thinking of should I or should I not, but then realized, what the heck, since its there, it needs to come out irrespective if it is relevant or not at this stage of what, I have begun to write. Few words which were floating in my head, before I finally decided to put these into writing.
“ Kisi besahara ko jab koi sahara mile,
Kisi rote hue ko koi umeed dikha jaaye,
Ek tote dil ko jab koi muskurahat samjha jaye,
Aur raat is gaheraiyo mein, taro ki mahfil mein,
Jab do rooh ek ho jaaye,
Toh samjho is zindagi ki aafra tafri mein,
Tumhe shayad khuda bhi mil jaye”
We meet hundreds of people in our life and how amazing it is that each and every single person leaves an imprint forever. The smile, the subtle gestures, the eyes which plays hide and seek of emotions, the said- unsaid words which leave a new paradigm of thoughts and ideas every time one thinks about them.
Today is one of those days, where I spent the complete the day sitting on my couch, watching movie, listening to music and writing. Sometime before a day like this was one of the most boring day one can have in life, but today, I can say, it was a very intriguing day. I watched the movies that I wanted to watch for a long time, slept till the time I wanted, ate what I was wanting to , and I started writing again after more than 10 years now.
With that I cannot really say, it was really a boring day, but yes, did for few moments wished I had someone to hold me and give me a warm hug, and tell me my fever will not trouble me anymore and that I will be fine tomorrow morning.
Started writing in the old traditional way, using an old diary and the nearest pen I could get hold of. After jotting down the first few lines realized, the thoughts are running much faster than the speed of my fingers, trying to catch up with every single moment of expression exploding in form of words. Realizing the fact changed the mode of jotting down the thoughts from a pen and paper to my laptop. Maybe the joy of being able to write again made me move away from watching every stroke of the letters on the paper and the words takes it own formation on my laptop.
Life off late has been more reclusive than it was a few months back. Going back and forth in time sailing through a thousand memories, does not seem to be a difficult task anymore. Somewhere things have just started to move around like planets saliently moving and merely doing what they have existing to do, make the universe existent of its very nature.
Was thinking of should I or should I not, but then realized, what the heck, since its there, it needs to come out irrespective if it is relevant or not at this stage of what, I have begun to write. Few words which were floating in my head, before I finally decided to put these into writing.
“ Kisi besahara ko jab koi sahara mile,
Kisi rote hue ko koi umeed dikha jaaye,
Ek tote dil ko jab koi muskurahat samjha jaye,
Aur raat is gaheraiyo mein, taro ki mahfil mein,
Jab do rooh ek ho jaaye,
Toh samjho is zindagi ki aafra tafri mein,
Tumhe shayad khuda bhi mil jaye”
We meet hundreds of people in our life and how amazing it is that each and every single person leaves an imprint forever. The smile, the subtle gestures, the eyes which plays hide and seek of emotions, the said- unsaid words which leave a new paradigm of thoughts and ideas every time one thinks about them.
Today is one of those days, where I spent the complete the day sitting on my couch, watching movie, listening to music and writing. Sometime before a day like this was one of the most boring day one can have in life, but today, I can say, it was a very intriguing day. I watched the movies that I wanted to watch for a long time, slept till the time I wanted, ate what I was wanting to , and I started writing again after more than 10 years now.
With that I cannot really say, it was really a boring day, but yes, did for few moments wished I had someone to hold me and give me a warm hug, and tell me my fever will not trouble me anymore and that I will be fine tomorrow morning.
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